i'm feeling funny inside..
like dunno how to explain.. oh wells..
haha prob. ate something wrong or just tired..

heh..so today was studying day for me..
did Astats and EALS...
now still doin EALS..
BUT..i dun seem to be moving..haha
ok la..i'm just not int he mood to study..
but i have too..
oh wells..

ALL THE BEST.
to my fellow classmates..

Firstly!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE!!!!
I LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP!!!!=D

alrightss yesterday....
went for CATS..i was sooo freaking scared!!
cos of the presentation!!
i had to present alone!!! =x
haha and i think i was trembling while talking la!
but oh wells! haha
Miss Zarina said we all PASS!! so that's good la! hahaha
and to me she's like best BEST LECTURER IN NP!!
She's pretty,friendly,sweet and super nice!!!!
and...... she smiles soooo much!!!
I JUST LOVER HER LA!!
HAHAHA
PS: i'm not les....=)

then has SnW..
and yes melvin(dance instructor) is nice and friendly too!! hahaha
oh well..learnt salsa!fun..not bad!!!
Dance test is like coming la!!! hahaha
sounds weird!! oh wells!!
CT we can do it eh!?!?! hahaha
A++++++??? =)


rush to bugis to get jas prezzie then to paragon to get the cake n then..
ate at spageddies!
jasmine didn't know tt we were coming..
and when she saw us..
i think she was surprise! hahahaha
oh wells! had fun there!
pictures up next!!!

teresa jas me

i always take unglam pics of her! haha

the guys..

Birthfday girl!

her darling! haha

SWEET!?!?! haha

jackson is A BIG IDOIT!!!! haha

whole grp of us!!!

another lovely couple!

happy go lucky frens!

TWIST!!

MRT station..

it's been awhile since we went out with nic n teresa..

prawning next time!

turtle!

GAY!!!! but funny!!! hahaha

under my umbrella ella ella ella.....

yes they were singing tt and acting out everything!!

hahahahah

hilarious!!

Home sweet home after tt!!!

somtimes ignorance is bliss.
you dun wan to know it.
but yet u want to know.
how contridciting and ironic.
i guess it's just human.
how funny is it tt God made human this way.

sometimes the best medicine is just to laugh it off,
or even smile even when u dun have the mood too.
hoping and praying and trusting God tt it'll be a good day ahead.
truly hope it will be.

My cousin from canada has just left..
i'm pretty sad actually...
i'm starting to miss her... -sobs-

oh wells i must say i had alot of fun with her..
laughing, talking, playing shopping...etc
haiz...hopefully i can go over during sem break..
but chances of it.....
10/100
haiz...short of cash! =(

most of the cousins were there when she left..
and we took a nice grp picture!!
i really like it..heh
and here's one of it...

i'm to lazy to upload the rest of wad i did with them during the whole of last week..

it's like 170+ pictures la! hahahaha

well now tt they are gone..

it's back to reality...

exam is in 3 weeks..

haven't started studying..

great becky!!!

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And my scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel.

God gave me an open door

to walk through it.

never to look back ever again.

what holds infront of me is juz

you n me.

hold me close for i never know.

wad's the in thing these few days?
I'M CHANGING CHURCH?

c'mon la!

"oh i dun like church cos the chruch system is wrong"
"YPM is boring n the pple there are dead"
"i dun feel belong there"
"everything is so disorganise there"
"i have my own personal reasons for changing church"

Seriously....
WAKE UP PPLE!!!!!
if u wanna change church just change!!!!!
dun have to go around ANNOUNCING to pple tt u wan to change church!!!
and if u find a better church..
SO BE IT!
and i'll gice my blessings to u!

but........
if u've been talking abt changing church but pple still see u around,
THEN STOP ANNOUNCING TT U WANT TO CHANGE CHURCH.

AND
if u keep complaning abt certain things u are unhappy with wad the chruch leaders say,
then DO something abt it!!!!
ever heard of Pre - LPC feedback session? -DUH-
TALK IS CHEAP!
even God showed how much he loved us by HIS ACTION!

yes even if u have your own reasons for leaving.
FINE!
Wadeva ur leader says,ur good frens say and no matter how much they try their best n PUT IN EFFORT to talk to u..
but u are still firm in ur stand, I tell u,
you let dw pple who love u n care for u.
you guys just dun know how many hearts u all broke when u say:
"i'm gonna change church"

and...
even if it was a fren u were unhappy with..
because of tt one person u decided to leave..
u're leaving for NO reason..
why?
because one person can NEVER compare to the other frens who care!

u guys just dun realise tt there is a purpose AND reason why u're placed where u are...
STOP BEING NARROW MINDED AND LOOK AT THE BIGGER PICTURE!

i'm so sick!!
having a stupid soar throat and flu!!
and it's bloody raining now!!!
how good can my day get? hahahaha
VERY GOOD I CAN SAY!!!!!
haha i'm talking to MR EMO now....
who ya is emo..
and beside retarded pple who is having a video call!!!
hahahaha it's fun though!!

ok i'm so piss with my laptop!!
i dun have dremweaver and so i can't do my own webpage..
and i dun have a attached web camera!
it's time to get a new laptop!!
haha but then again......
my old one is fine! hahaha

i'm so lame!!
ok blog tonite!!
BYE!

being a perfect daughter is hard
i dun wan to try anymore.

this was wed..
which was a long long long day!

can't u tell!


and this is rainee = emo kid..
opps i did it again.. lol

thurs

this is my can-do gruop pple!!
love them! hahaha

and rainee my retarded fren..hahaha
we met a nice guy name sam beside us! =)

and my pretty manicure which i did for 4 bucks!!!

wheee!!!! hahahaha

well we skip prize presenation to go for dancesports!!!

we're fanatics(not)..

hahahhahaa ok anyway changing class now..

love love!!!

juz read rainee's blog(here)
juz the picture part..
i'm lazy to blog..hahaha

hohoho!!!
went to a bar last nite..
it's was fun juz chilling and listening to music and looking at how pple get high..(:

ok so had church today n it was a long day...
meeting after church...
then went to bugis with dearest rach to do our PEDI..

kindda regretted goin to tt shop!!:(
haiz shld have juz followed rac to her shop..
heh ok la nvm!!
ANOTHER TIME!!!!!! :)
then off to SRJC to watch the ypm guys play soccer!!
haha it started raining after half time n tt was when i really paid attention..
BECAUSE.........the field was so muddy the ball wasn't even moving!!
haha pretty funny i'll say..heh

went al-ameen to eat..
n was SUPER FULL!!
now i'm tired n exhausted frm week end activities..
time to get dw to serious studying frm next week!!
no more shopping for me too.. :(
ok ciaoz!

this quiz reminded me of my pedi!!!
so i did it la!

Your Toes Should Be Red

You pretend to be an old fashioned girly girl, but you're secretly a naughty girl deep down. Your ideal guy: Tall, strong, and handsome - with a devilish twinkle in his eye. Stay away from: Nice, safe men. They won't really give you what you want!

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

and another one..
cos it looked interesting...

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

WOOOOHOOOO!!! -BIG SMILES-

i'm suppose to be studying now!
yes i am! just taking a break..
haha gonna have SnW at 3pm..
then at 5pm EALS retest...
alright i'm gonna take back wadeva i said...
EALS=PASS!
ahaha no more red colour numbers for me..
demoralising..=(
ok la! hopefully today will be a good day!
haha here's wad i found interesting in SSS blog!!

Your Birthdate: June 23

People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong. You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Your Candy Heart Says "My Way"

You love to be in love, as long as it means being showered with attention. And no need for you to give anything in return - being with you is gift enough. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a first class trip to Hawaii Your flirting style: witty and showy What turns you off: having to "chase" someone Why you're hot: you're more confident (and arrogant) than a rock star!

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

HAHA!! wad can i say!?!?!
quite true! LOL

amazingly i'm not tired..

despite slping at 12 am and waking up at 6.20am...

reaching sch at 8.15am and almost getting lost at SIM

because... it was nearer to blk 50!

hahaha i'm such a lazy girl..haha

but why dunch u try climbing MOUNT NGEE ANN!

the guys were really noisy in class...

ans i was damm irirtated!

haha like seriously VERY! (yes ct n chia u 2 were included!)

early morning make so much noise!

WTH! =D

heh ok i think i'm juz pmsing..heh

anyway i'm proud of bro.!

he's a good photographer!HAHAHA

I LOVE YOU BRO.!!!!!

It's a sunday! haha
and i finally did something nice on a sunday..
haha which is swimming/tanning!
ok wadeva..

i can't wait to go sch tml manx!!
haha cos i wanna soo botak with his new hair!!!
WOOHHOOO
he actually posted a video of the guy cutting his damm hair!!
and it's on his blog!!!
hahaha how bloody cool is tt!?!?!
btw.............................................
BOTAK=TAN CHEE TONG/CT/BRYAN

cheers! =D