it's starting all over again

this feeling which i neva wan to start

i fall all over again

though u r not perfect

but deep inside i noe it is u

ur despair eyes make my heart break

but all i can do is watch

tellme wad can i do for u

cos i'm falling for u

BACK from malaysia!!!! butt is numb after the long hours of ride..i shall cut the long story short...lol

well this mission is my first n it's really slack i must say...the church was busy moving things to their new place n all which was juz dwstairs..so guys did alot of work i must say like moving bricks n wood..haha so tiring for the guys! lol me n my mum were the only girls..so ya...n i hav phobia of the nails..they were long n rusty n sharp!!! so scary manx!!haha

anyway had much fun laughing n the things guys do! seriously it's hilarious...their lame super lame jokes n their "twinkle twinkle little star" n the birthday bAsH! hahaha i think i can do a video on wad guys do already..well got to see pple's chracters n all..how they handle stuff..mature or immature? lol sound like some investigator! hahahahaha

as for me................i did a bible story in CHINESE!!! tt was my first n will be my last i think..lol but it was fun having this brand new experience! lol

anyway my racquet broke...want to cry! but nvm mummy bought me a new racquet..n it's sliver colour with a white grip!!!! WHEEEE..so gonna hav training tml..so gonna use it..yay!! alright got to go! adios...

photos of the trip will be up soon..

REALLY MISS WET MARKET N CO.!!!

slp for the longest time in my life i think..haha 13 hrs is a record!!! haha slp at 3am n woke up at 4PM...rush to bath n all then made my way dw to east coast..

on the bus the clouds weren't exactly very pleasant but prayed in my hrt..haha well n yes it did not rain!!!!!!!!!! yay! haha so bladed with rach n all..then went to visit shane at skatesports..haha then talk n all n he said rach looked like roxxane which i quite agree..haha by coincidence...haha roxxane has a sister name rachel too!! n rach has a sister name roxxane! hahahaha so funny...oh well..then went bck to the bbq n ate n ate n ate..then happy 3 frens went to walk..n rach was talking to herself!!! damm scary!LOL went 7 11 to buy ice cream n was scanning through magazines..haha then sat around at skate sports...haha see shane work..looks boring...lol then went back to the bbq pit n tim n luke n all the rest were all crapping n all..haha very funny laugh until stomach ache..haha then walk back with dan,ky,rach n mich..so rach decided to cycle n she forgot where the brakes were~!! hahahahaha so hilarious..lol then ky had to help her..super funny!!!

got training tml in the morning n afternoon...woots..then goin malaysia for 3 days.. gonna hav fun

Had dental today...and the clerk said tt i din hav an appointment today n i was like WAD!?

haha but i still saw the dentist...haha then took a train dw to TM

met justine,bernie n jon then shane came later...haha as it was an odd no. so i had no choice but find myself an imaginery fren! haha but i was happy with my imaginery fren cos my imaginery fren was a japanese!!!!!!! hahahahahaha oh well watch harry potter..before tt was buying popcorn n nachos n all..then the girls were at one queue n the guys the other so my plan was to see which is faster but then the guys obviously play cheat! haha the pple infront of them were frm their sch so dunno wad they did tt made them let them go first!!! how unfair! haha but we girls were being sweeties so continued to queue on..lol..

thought we were late for the show after the long queue but guess wad it was still ad...SERIOUSLY! GV waste alot of time cos of the ads.!how sickening...anyway the pple at the back were annoying..n was quite fun watching it juz tt the show was quite scary man! haahahahaha n justine was being evil laughing at the way i watch the show!!!!

wells gonna miss church for 3 weeks..goin on a mission trip this friday morning..i noe it's gonna be fun! haha

Ever felt lonely?

Ever thought tt u were actually living in a world of lonely pple?

You may seem to be among so many frens..laughing, having fun, talking nonsense...but some may still feel lonely,some may still feel they r not loved,some just feels insecure..For me? i dunno either? loneliness?? i guess everyone is afraid of it..but i noe it's something only u urselve can overcome..you dun hav to be among frens to think r well loved and not a loner..even if u r alone by urselve, pple may look and see tt u r alone but tt is wad pple SEE...the fact is tt someone,somewhere,somehow is actually thinking of you and actually wondering how you are...

So dun be afriad of loneliness cos someone,somewhere,somehow is actually thinking of YOU!!

SMILE

your're very very loved =)

Rite bro.?

had friendly today with TKGS...exposure for us..we neva had friendly during Mr Quah's time...haha really happey with the teams performance..i really can see their trying their best to improve..i really hope they will continue to keep this spirit..tuesday got friendly against KC..well hope theor performance will be like tt too..

suppose to hav bible study today but dad working OT so din go..prepared the lesson n din teach..nvm i guess..there r many other chances..haha

really hav been a full time bummer! haha i think i'll start reading SS..haha must start finding interest in it to do the subject well..hehs..and i got so many things to do actually..like start planning for my goals next year...hehs..12 points?LOL

2 more days to monkey's booking out

10 more day to dental appointment again!

14 more days to mission trip

22 days to leadership camp

27 more days to perth

33 more days to YPM camp

36 more day to N'lvl results!!!!!!!

52 more days till sch reopens

ok dokes..skip abt training...i have no comments...

so went for dental appointment juz now waited for 25 mins before seeing Doc. Goh..then she juz check teeth n the inplant n then i went to Doc. lim..then i was late so waited for quite awhile before i could see him..hmmm he attach the string n all which was scary n they took pics of my teeth which was painful cos they were almost practically pulling my mouth apart! haha n i think Doc. Lim talks to me like i'm a 5 year old..hahaha it's quite funny seriously!LOL oh well..everything went fine n i'm truly thankful! haha

by the time i finish everything it was like abt 2 plus...so mum wanted to get tennis shoe so went queensway..bought fbt shorts n damper...nothing nice abt the appereals...but saw a nice nike bag but i think i'll settle for my crumpler which i'm getting on thurs.. yes..haha mum finally bought her nike tennis shoes...after all the bargaining..kindda dumb la i feel..oh well..next year will get new barricades!!! woots!

yes n i was asked to put this on my blog..

monkey is booking out on sunday afternoon..haha

Dang..it's getting hard to lvl up in maple suddenly sia! lol..n my new chracter i only lvl 23!! DANG!

ok anyways..sch training has been increased to 4 times a week n if i plus outside training i'll have training 5 times a week? how cool is tt rite??? i think i'm gonna be the next skin n bones after rachy! LOLx...ok JOKE...

juz wanna wish all the pple taking O's all the best..this is like the last exam u gonna take in secondary sch.. do your best peeps! i will be praying for you all!! jia you! (oh shit! cheena sia!)

i noe short entry cos my son is asking me to play maple..haha adios!

how is it tt everytime i go training i feel so disappointed with the team?

sec 1's actually forgot tt they were 10mins late last tue...HOW can they actually forget..n they dun even wanna work as a team go to the sec 2,3 n 4's n apoligise to them for waiting?so now they hav become princesses n let us wait for them..haiz..

FORGET IT!

i'm not gonna care anymore..juz do wadeva u all wan i really won't wan to say anything anymore..i dun wanna waste my time,energy n voice..i'm sure u all r very happy must be rejocing now..

oh well..i noe i haven't blog for very long..lol been playing maple..n i hav officially become a full time bummer at home...haha gonna work for mom for one month...n gonna get my crumpler next week..haha so exciting..days pass fast during the holidays manx..i think before i noe it i'm sitting in the exam hall for O's????=X

later goin chalet..feeling tired n burnt..but still will go hav some fun hope some pple won't be so cliquey