hey hey!! ok so today was not a very good day..haha damm! i travelled all the way to pasir ris juz to make my ez link card ok not make! but hav it replaced n the lady told me tt the photo must be in sch U!! like shit u noe! i was like wad the hell...then i damm pic!! ok nvm!! dun tok abt tt women already!!

hmm then later went dw to Temasek Poly..then we suppose to meet Jia Ning...haha then like got miscommunication...haha so dammm funny...haha n i was like a siao girl over there in shorts n T-shirt outside TP laughing like a fool!! haha oh well then later we went playground..haha like OH NO!! becky's gonna go crazy...ahah well i didn't amazingly...haha russ spoiled the swing...haha then later we went off then we saw 2 guys trying to fix the swing oso..haha dammm funny! but very bad la...haha

then we met bernice eat lunch wanted to go jia ning's hse but he dun wan us to go then when he was toking to his mother on the phone...he was speaking in THAI!! shit! i wan to learn thai too! then next time i damm angry with the person i scold tt person thai! hahaha ok shud up becky!!

haha after lunch went to eastwood eat homemade ice-cream!! ahha dammm nice! haha then russ was saying his father bought vodka then his father gonna make for us to drink!! WHEEEEEEEEE!!! no need buy!! can drink for free!!! hahahha yay!!! imagine how high i would get? mayb i might break dw..mayb i might start laughing until can't stop OR mayb i'll juz go crazy! hahaha oh well...ya...ahahaha...

went home by cabby thanks to bernice...haha then later...watch cinderella story on my com. haiz...tt's show is really a damm nice show later i'm gonna watch it again...hehs..

how much do i wish my love story could be like tt?my prince...wad will he be? wad will my fairy tale be? happy ever after? i'm sure tt is it...but it could be more then tt? but not now...got to concentrate on my studies...BUT i'm definitely on the look out for my prince charming...-smiles- i'm sure this guy is gonna be someone who noes how to treasure me..ok enough!! haha study! study! study!

smile! u neva noe who is falling in love with ur smile!

today i woke up super late again!!! haha like 12 plus normally i neva wake up at tt time..haha oh well i betta start slping early n waking up early if not...sch reopen i die!! ahaha

today sepnt the whole day at home watching vcd...hmm well i dunno but recently i'm damm emotional...haiz..i dunno y!? dun ask me y...watch uuntil my parents came back then later went to popular with my mum to buy textbooks...well got some out of stock..so we ordered then went watson bought stuff..hmm then i went to buy the vcd..cinderella story...hehe gonna watch it mayb later or tml? oh well ya...

well pple hav u heard abt the tiger wave at phuket? hmm well i went there like 3 weeks ago! scary eh? hmm my mum was actually planning to go this week but lucky my dad dun wan! haha Thank GOD! if not can u imagine i might hav died there? hehs..scary lor! haiz...i feel sad for the pple there...n the pple tt died...

oh well...2005 is coming...i got to write my goal n all for the year 2005...i oray tt i can get into sch team man i haven't been training...wah i go back sch must work 100x more..i CANNOT slack liaoz!heh... JIA YOU BECKY!! haha

Bro.// Aye!! u oso must jia you ok!! when ur ankle ok liaoz then i give u ur present! n MAYB play tennis with u...haha n ur training must jia you k!? haha then i'm sure ting will also help u jia you!!-winks- haha AI SHI LI LIANG!! give u sis. AI!! haha thanks for u bro. AI!! lol..

today i woke up super late! haha then juz nice recieve msg frm Xixi..lol then i was suppose to meet her at 2pm at bugis...haha but today i din take note of time then i made m own lunch then i slowly eat then eat n watch tv..haha wah i tell u i watch this tv show tt made me cry...really dammm sad lor...cos it's like almost similiar to part of my life i guess..hmmm oh well it's over..haha hmm then guess wad i was late..haha so i hurry rush to bath n all haha then had to wrap her present oso..haha then i was late in the end la..haha n when i reach tt station my EZ link card juz had to screw up! haha then ya...had to go by the gate...haha so paiseh...haha then later met her at 2.20pm..haha 20 mins late..haha

so i was suppose to get something for mummy but then i couldn't find anything in bugis so went town...haha i went to buy the glow in the dark stars n a bottle n a wish pearl..haha wah i tell u...haha i think it's gonna be very meaningful...lol...hmmm then shop finish for her present then went to watch movie...

we watched without a paddle...haha super funny show...haha very cute..lol...then show finish abt 7 plus...haha on the way goin dw frm simei MRT...xixi slipper spoil..haha ask her to walk bare foot she dun wan! haha lousy bum! haha oh well i tell u XIXI is damm nice to pinch! haha

will be dancing for co-workers nite n it's only me n andrea...aha wah seh 2 pple only...haha scary sia! haha oh well i wan to go play my saddist game liaoz..haha ciaoz!

lalala...slpt super early last nite but still woke up late! haha so funny...haha

today came in late for service..haha only me n russ went lor...then the rest all slping at home n then one sick,one mother cannot fetch! haha bums lor! haha oh well everything was good! worship was good to felt the presence of God...yup i really pray then it stay like tt forever! n not depend on who is song leading or my mood! haha ya..well later went for children's min felt so weak in my legs cos i din eat dinner last nite n i oso din eat breakfast..haha tt means i half a day neva eat at all! haha wow! haha oh well ya...

later went short john to eat n all the tok tok then the guys da bao back cos they had rehersals then the girls stayed longer then we went for rehersals too..yup..so amazinly i was full of energy to dance n all..haha well was really thank god for tt! haha later stayed back after the full dress rehersals to rehers the dance one more time then ya the YPM was practicing too so they missing afew pple so i help them lor..so extra sia..haha like dunno wad to do..hahah so dumb..haha but oh well..haha then waited for Ky to finish his rehersals cos he involve in the YPM performance...yup yup..

so we went home then we walking out of church when gab called him to ask him to go eat ice-cream then he was like i love too! haha so funny...haha so he send me off first...haha

well well EVAN is back!!! yaY!!! haha really an to noe how the trip went manx! haha oh well sec 3's having visitation on 24th! yeah! gonna be exciting! haha

oh well tml got rehersals at nite..before tt goin orchard to meet Ky...at the same time can take photo of the stage...hehe...

oh btw the performance at orchard my church one starts at 8pm! at ngee ann city(in front of Louis Vuitton) hmm ya th dance will start at 9.45pm...

ok great! haha i'm back..super duper tired...but it was all worth it! THANK GOD! haha

well i was really touched by the spirit n i'm really ministered...i really pray tt my life would neva be the same again...i dun wan a life tt is dull n boring i wan something more interesting...n i wan everyday to be a challenge for me...well let's juz say i had a vision...it was God openning up his arms n asking me to come...i was juz sooo touched by tt...i thought to myself...his love is so great! so powerful! he died for us juz to forgive ours sins...how grateful can i be...how many thank yous i want to say is not enough for wad he did for me...well i'm gonna make a difference in each n everyone's life...i'm gonna be tt bright light tt is gonna shine for God n God alone...

so as u can see...this camp has indeed change my life...it's NOT call holy but it's called LOVE... i'm filled with the joy of the lord in me now...i feel tt i shld spread this love so great to pple tt r feeling lonely...well the GAMES! they were great i tell u...althoough it was raining we played in the rain..haha dammm fun...haha n on te 2nd nite...the sec 3's had a small prayer meeting for the pple tt r having their mission trip n for the camp...well i was so refreshed after all tt prayers! yup yup..Praying rocks! ahaha...

at this point of time i'm feeling super super tired! haha so i'm gonna slp soon..look at the time 7 plus..haha well skipping dinner..haha not hungry ba..haha oh well...i goin to dreamland soon...haha tml still got church n full dress rehersal n need to go christmas shopping at nite..haha

CIAOZ! PEACE!

Becks away.

That BUM is away so i am here to help her update and i promise not to do smth evil to her blog but then again, promises are meant to be broken. HAHA. She's in camp and yesterday at 12 plus, she was still eating away. FAT child. okay i was kidding. She make me buy bubble gum for her and that's her christmas present. YAY! Actually was smth else but yeah, she don't want it in the end. I am running out of things to say but hmmm, i think she's having lunch now and i think worship and praise was good, the games part was fantastic. I THINK only.

I am in class now please and i am helping her to update. How kind of me. The tutor is boring please. Okay, i will come back later to update again and bim if you read this, i want a jacket. -smile. =]].

slp quite late last nite cos was toking to lek...hmmm oh well..woke up abt 10 plus...hmmm then did some chinese work..haha then later went to meet michy at bugis...yup...she was late! haha n the best part was when she came she smack my head with her file! haha so nice of her..haha but she treat me to drink so not so bad..haha then walk around bugis to find christmas prezzie for her iron giant..haha then later cannot find anything in bugis BUT we saw a really nice skirt..haha oh well so went to bugis street then after like dunno how long...haha we finally got the shirt for iron giant...haha michy really had a hard time deciding..haha

made our way to church..haha everyone was super late..haha so me n michy were saying one min late treat 1 meal..haha anyway later we were stoning awhile in YPM room then i was like..EH! we suppose to help jia ning do props but they all were slacking in the room! haha so i had to keep chasing them to get stuff done n all..haha then after we bought the spray went to giant to help jia ning find name tags for his grp then me n michy were like laughing n laughing cos we were giving stupid ideas for the name tags n making fun of it...haha then later i saw this big big brush..haha then i took it then i was like michy for u to brush teeth..haha then we started laughing then later jia ning was like aiyo this one not big enough for ky's mouth must use this one..haha n it was the toilet bowl brush..haha wah me n michy burst out laughing even louder! haha then we like no strength to stand then sit n laugh at GIANT! hahaha so funny...haha then later one by one had to go home n all then jia ning had some rehersal for CAMP...haha so left me,Ky n Russ...hmmm we did the props n all then played table-tennis..haha

tell u we were like running around the table-tennis table...haha damm fun...haha then went home lor..haha

tml got training in the afternoon...hmm hope tt it won't be blazing hot! haha i dun wan a sockline! haha

today...fell dw had a big bruise on my leg..then later trip again fell on my head then later slip n fell cos the floor to slippery! haha OK I'M JOKING!! haha some bum say tt my previous entry not exciting..haha XIXI! exciting enough? haha bet u r gonna say no..haha BUM! haha

ok pple this is the real story la..haha super duper funky day today...haha BCOS THE DATE IS -DRUM ROLLS- 12/12/04!! haha...well F.O.C (full of crap) wore PINK TODAY!! yeah!!! haha dammm exciting lor! haha today was a pink day for us..haha well michy was super super early for service i tell u...haha first one sia..haha well then i think daniel then me n blah blah..haha later russ n j.ho came in i tell u...WAH!! me n michy started laughing cos not use to seeing them in pink!! hahaha so funny then i was like juz laughing n laughing..haha my goodness..haha then later KY came in...hmmm we were suppose to laugh BUT then...he seemed like he was in a bad mood..so i msg him ask him if he's ok la..haha oh well he said he's juz tired! n his alarm clock rang to soft..haha wah i was like cheh thought wad sia!!

haha after service was really funny!haha KY was like soooooo paiseh then he was like hiding behind the door when we were suppose to go children min. haha damm funny sia...haha today me n michy did praise n worship for the kids..haha we were like crapping all the way la..haha n the first part was juz horrible..haha me n michy were like today is pink day! yeah!! haha then KY was at the back shaking his head..haha but it was really fun leading praise n worship...haha n we did the superhero song!! haha

oh well... i'm really super happy tt there is this strong bond between the sec 3's though we r like frm diff. schs n we meet like only 2 times a week or so..there is this strong bond tt is keeping us together n making us more invovle in church...tt's really good! haha thank GOD! haha well they r my darlings manx i tell u! haha

well had lunch together n ya as usual our crap n all..haha then everyone had to go back to church...haha some had prayer meeting some had rehersals n i had dance...haha wah see sec 3's r busy pple...haha oh well ya...before dance we went to see them rehers for awhile haha then josh koh was asking us wad song to sing for praise then...u noe today me n michy did praise n worship so we came up with all the children song...haha damm funny..haha then in the end it was like a crapping session..haha oh well...so went for dance

haha today did alot of turns n floor things...haha tiring but it's for god! hehe positive attitude...tt's the way! haha oh well enjoyed myself...haha went home n was really freaking tired..haha reach home abt 5 plus 6...well...straight after i bathe...knock out..haha slp until 8 plus then eat dinner...dinner was super oily today!! YEWW! haha

xixi! exciting enough anot? ahha betta say yes lor..haha i spent dunno how long typing this long entry! haha actually only 20 mins...haha

oh n i'll be having another camp! haha at sentosa!! haha yeah!! well i really pray tt it will be a really great one! hehe..well as for this blog..haha no worries...haha some bum will be helping me to update it..haha

hmmm life? wad do i wan out of life? hmmm has this thought ever cross u? well it did cross me many times...well one wrong move made in ur life can screw ur whole life upside dw...i'm sure many pple experience this before...well..i guess it's part n parcel of life...all u got to do is think positive...haha well sure it's hard for some but trust me it's easy if u tell urselve u can do it...look it all starts frm the mind...the mind is the one tt controls u...not anybody else...so sometimes it's good to reflect at the end of the day abt wad u did...well..life may not be easy but i'm sure if there's a will there a way...

today woke up laid in bed...felt happy...tt's good...haha then bath n rush to meet rachy for lunch..haha went delifrance..haha ate super alot! haha then went to dance after the 'big feast' hahaha but lucky i had 1 hr to digest cos the rest were late as the earlier dance ended late...haha oh well...haha did quite alot today..haha hmmm but nothing much ba...let's fast forward cos there was nothing exciting...hahaha so went BK for dinner...haha then went church played table tennis with my darling didi...haha we lost by 2 points..haha it was juz a game...haha then went home lor...but before tt mummy went metro to shop so stayed in the car to wait for her..haha

hmmm i dunno wad to blog lor...there's like nothing much to blog..haha

My decision is to not think n juz forget...yeah...good choice girl..wad's the point when i lost all..haha thank god i still got frens! i'm not alone...hehe...still hav my darlings!!! love them to bits! haha

so today was thinking of my 2 years plan n my goin overseas to study...yup yup..my 2 years plan is a secret...haha only tiffy darling noes...lol.. hmmm 2 years very long...a very very super big major decision for me...yup yup..so i hav until the end of the month to think n all...i betta pray hard abt it..hehe

today went queensway with tiffy to find my tennis shoe but i can't find it...sad sia! haha oh well.. nvm...then went town wanted to play pool BUT no table so went to walk walk my fav. 'sport' lol.. then ya went home lor..short day out...hahadun wan to blog much though..cos i was thinking of to many things..haha but my decision is to not think n forget! haha Simple! i can do it! christmas is coming...yeah! out of point but who cares? lol...

my christmas wishes:

-adidas jacket

-pink converse shoe

-adidas tennis shoe

-digi cam.

-star anklet

tt's all for now! ahaha oh n pple! i'm performing at orchard outside ngee ann city...frm 6.30pm to 11pm...dates are...22nd n 23rd...yup yup..so pple who wan to come..come! haha