It's pouring...i can hardly see a thing out there but hey...the rain is beautiful! GOD'S wonderful extraordinary creation...

mouth is pain can't eat..been eating porridge like for 2 days???have 3 days MC frm sch..so tt means all the way until the end of sch term..n Tml is actually the last day of sch! tt's really fast but I LIKE! haha well i'm actually rotting at home..playing maple watching tv, slping, thinking, eating, doin relfections for the year? lol n of course finding my purpose on this earth...very mind twisting..but will perservere!! jian chi dao di? lol SHEESH! CHEENA manx!!!

hope ur days r fine!

cos jesus loves u soooo much!

Had training today..physical n all.. pretty alright for me i guess..but disappointed with the team..it's not the same as it was n tt i noe the reason y..but at least show some signs tt u all r interested n not playing a fool..

hmmm kept asking them to do things many many times..shout until my voice so pain already..oh well dun care already la..i had my fun..hopefully they had theirs..

perth trip has been confirm so yeah..thank God for the oppurtunity..haha oh well..feeling tired manx...neck so stiff sia!!! hahaha k la i dun feel like bogging..hehe

so holidays r coming my opt is coming too! freaks out! haha isaac kor is goin field camp..n he won't be able to go church on sat n sun for 2 weeks!! so SAD!! no one to give me good advise..lol well i did spent a great quality time with him on sat though..haha

gonna get a job in november juz earn some cash n save money..hahaha i wan my crumpler still..argg!!!

anyway pondering abt a question tt my dearest brother asked me..

What do i wan in life? What is my purpose on this earth?

interesting and very very mind twisting..i guess this will make me even more hungry for God's word to noe my purpose on this earth n then reaching for goals..well..interesting eh? well...many times pple wonder aimlessly on earth..so it's important to hav goals, visions n dreams.. but also it's important to noe if this is the right path for us? how to noe? seriously i oso dunno..it really takes alot of praying n asking God humblying urselves..well loving someone is also abt sacrificing rite? sacrifice n set aside time to be with God..quality time=quiet time hmmm a interesting journey this willl be for me..this means more praying!! YAY!! looking ahead of wad the future holds..i neva said it was easy neither did God say tt..cos it takes much faith..but then again prayer without faith is NOTHING..

The prayer offered in faith

will make the sick person well;

The lord will raise him up

James 5:15

yesterday went ice-skating with the girls..it was pretty good seeing the ice-hockey skaters doin there speed skating n the figure ice skaters floating on the ice..really nice..n to see the kids laughing heartily..haha nice sight..but jasmine got tired so fast n decided to leave with dine for the job interview..then it was left with me n joy..skated awhile..then started seeing small kids n the pink shirt guy tt most prob. playes hockey..haha it's shiok seeing them speed skate lor..like literally..he had nice brows though..lol

went dental TODAY..supposingly suppose to extract teeth but doc. had change of plans decided to hav a micro implant instead of extraction..will be goin for surgery on wed..kindda scared..if this doesn't work then got to go for extraction which would cost another sum of money..my mum was the one tt suggested it..then i was alright..n when we came out she said it was betta to extract..how contridicting!!!! got abit piss n surpress my anger inside..then mum said she'll send me to lavender to take a train home but i told her nvm i'll juz go home frm here..ya..wanted to be alone to cool off..oh well..whether the op is sucessful or not i guess i'll juz hav faith..

pretty fine now..

woots..i noe a way to jog to ECP..kindda long but it will be fun..lol

had rock climbing today! it was really tiring but of course fun la..haha when the instructor was demostrating wah his leg dammm nice..haha n the guy tt was demostrating his smile super nice..lol anyway but my belaying skills to use..haha n i suck at it la..haha rusty already so long neva do..i thnk 1 year already lor..haha alrights tml will hav one more assesment course to get the lvl 1 cert..photos will be up tml

girls came over n had pizza n watched PRIDE...n of course went "AHHHH" n "AWWWW" n "WOOOO" over Takuya Kimura...haha n of course i'm the most crazy one...kept shouting n shouting...lol..opps!=X

goin chalet later..ADIOS!

ok no takuya kimura for today..haha though i'm smitten by him but he's 30 for goodness sick! haha AND i got like 2o over photos of him..haha let's get dw to business! after seeing wad my dearest brother wrote in his blog i feel everything he says is so true.. n so i decided to type an intellectual blog entry too..mayb juz how i feel la..

i'm leaving children's ministry..i've been praying abt it for about few months..during the break frm CM to N's..sometimes i feel tired..i feel i lose my focus n everything seems to be upside dw..but i really thank God for blessing me with a great mom n brother who constantly encourages me n keeps me back on track.. really love n appreciate them..

i learnt tt trusting God isn't only abt trusting him alone..but it's abt praying too..indeed prayer is wonderful n powerful..well relationships r all abt communication n trusting..ain't it all tt? it's the same with God..i learnt so much frm these..trusting means to not worry wadeva obstacles come ur way cos he planned it for u n it is for a purpose..living a life full of God..maybe be a challenge but it neva hurts to take up this challenge i did..n i really pray many others will..it's worth everything in the world..living n loving a living God..

O Lord, you are my God,

i will exalt you and praise your name,

for in perfect faithfulness

you have done great and marvelous things,

things planned long ago.

isaiah 25:1

ohiyo!!!

so early arh..haha i addicted to the pride show..sheesh...takuya kimura is so freaking cute!!!but guess wad he's married to a older ex actress with 2 kids!! amazing!! lol this is the 3rd post tt i'm saying he's cute..haha won bin is cute too..go check it out in joy's blog..maybe hav..i dunno? lol

my day was alrights...after sch went for dental...have to go for x-ray n need to put braces again..how cool pls! blah..then got to extract 2 teeth next week...i dammm scared..but no choice u see..hmm another $1000..then my mum complain say y i go do n all..then she say if i din do then i would hav looked like some japanese..haha so i said i go get married to some japanese la then u will get jap grandchildren oso not bad wad! hahahaha

then went or training for awhile..it was grt juz tt i had no confidence serving the ball..ten went airpot send kor kor off...haha felt the sad atmosphere..haha but no one cried! yayness!lol it's sad though..haha

maple is taking forever to dwload..frm 9 until now is only 6%..76 more hrs...

BAKA!!!

Takuya Kimura!

blah...don't steal..

i dunno y but i think it's his side way smile tt attracts me..lol!!!

N are finally over!!!! woots! only 1 day break which was pathetic...n then we had to go sch today for bridging stuff..wow! the eng paper seem reallt tough..n we had some china women who came in n taught us how to write like those 'gan xiang' for newspaper article everyone wasn't listening n some were playing bingo some were drawing n some were play football...lol as int he paper one..then alot of teachers walked pass then everyone will be super quiet...hehe

mummy got the Pride VCD for me...haha totally in love with Takuya Kimura! Gosh! he so freaking cute pls!!! haha it's abt the ice-hockey thing..he acted one boxing show to..damm nice.. mayb i'll watch this again...lol..it's really meaningful la..his shows..all abt sportsmanship n all..haha oh manx..only if he were younger!! haha sheesh! hahaha ice-hockey is cool..i want to try it out..haha

i think i'm crazy over takuya already..haha like daydreaming abt him in class..hahaha

alrights toodles i got to bath!

finally dw to blogging...haha either to lazy or no time to blog..

N's r ALMOST OVER juz one more paper to go which is accts...can't wait...haha after tt will paint the whole town red..lol goin to sch on sunday for accts with sister jo..HOW COOL MANX!!

BUT the sad part is tt Mrs Loh is giving us only 1 day holiday? it's like wad the hell u noe? i juz dun undersatd why? ya we noe tt next year got O's but still..haiz..heck la..beggers can't be choosers juz like wad miss tan says..

alrights let's tok abt the papers...eng was alright i manage to finish it...Maths paper 1 i lost quite a few marks n Maths paper 2 i was a little depress abt it...but it's over n i'm trusting God..Lit was superb...i wrote none stop until my hand cramped up but unfortuantely not ime to finish..heh science..physics was quite ok but bio was easy...lol oh well but i still hav confidence passing all..COS i hav a big God! haha