didn't go to sch today..actually woke up late but then decided to go to the doc. and ya got my antibiotics..how sad..need to take it medicine..

exams r coming..feeling half here half there..dun like tt feeling..like u noe u r suppose to study but there seems to be so many other things u wan to do..and then u dunno where to start..cos u feel like u did all ur revision already but then again that is purely complacency..sounds retarded but ya tt's how i feel..i'm trying to trust and surrender and NOT worry..but somehow i dunno what i'm doing..GOD! what m i doing? is this the phase in life where u juz think abt this n that and this n that and u find urselve getting no where but back to sq one..I must agree that God has been to gracious to me..but have i become that perfectionist that cannot accept failure? i dunno..

alrights REALLY gonna hit the books now..