today was a not so good day..
cos monday morning runs wasn't a sucess..haha
oh wells..hopefully tml will be a betta day..
i've been a pig today..eating non stop..
well..u see sometimes when i'm upset abt things
i go extreme...eat ALOT..OR..DUN eat
so today was ya..eat alot..
need to shed those fatties!

i feel happy doin bible study everytime..
it really lightens up my spirit a little..
haiz...sometimes i sit dw n still think the same old things..
wad am i doin?
why am i here?
why am i doin this?
why am i doin that?
am i doing the right thing?
am i really fit to be a leader?
is it really wad i'm called to do?
why do i have to make so many choices?

i know i'm not perfect n i dun wish to be perfect..
even diamonds have flaws..
wad more me?