-sighs-

really miss the feeling of having someone always there.

miss the feeling of someone holding my hand,

someone catching me when i fall,

someone tt would let me lie on his shoulder.

i really hope u'll be that someone

Finally i got to sweat my fats out man! it's been such a long long time! haha

anyway! blading at nite is really fun! u all shld try it.. heh! well supposedly tiff was suppose to go..but she couldn't cos she ended up buying thing for her sch tml n shop until quite late..wad to do..oh well sch's more important.. heh talking abt sch! Mdm Aznah made up stay till like 4.30 n i was like super late ah! haha but guess wanshane than was later!!!!

anyway shane, shane and justin went..so we blade n those freaking PROS were showing off infront of me doin everything..haha ok yes and poor me, being an ammature learnt alot from them..lol like hockey brake n etc...heh! i really love them la! haha anyway they all are getting better!!!! i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo JEALOUS!!!!!!! but this means i get free skating lessons..haha anyway we went hawker then drank stuff then skate back, saw meng li at skate sports then talk talk then blade blade..

AND I TELL YOU!! MENG LI IS REALLY DAMMMM PRO!!

hahaha like seriously i was trying the backwards thing but aiya not very good i got quite dizzy after doin it a few times..lol i need more practice dude! n i broke my record of falling dw today!hehe

then after tt went simpang bladed from tanah merah to there..n ya really fun.haha but i fell at tanha merah cos i was doin some trick..lol!! anyway ya..mum was really piss at me cos i kept dragin my goin home time but i really could not bear to leave them but ya she slammed dw the phone at me..

END OF MY FUN UNTIL O'S!!

Woots..let's just say my prayers were answered! Thank God! haha

i asked for some free time and he gave it to me! hehe

anyway going SI tml! i think tml will be GOOD STUFF! haha classical JAZZ!!! my FAV.! haha the soothing sounds make me feel calm n relaxed.. oh well i really PRAY tt jasmine AND jonathan will do well tml to move on to the next round..haha shall msg jasmine tml to encourage her..=) and the even betta news is...tml is like a relax day so praying tt not to much hw too..heh

anyways todays physics mock exams i dunno if i screwed up but well wad's done is done..i know i could have done betta! blah! was so unprepared..but i only have myself to blame for not really perparing much..haha anyway i finally got my revision time table up! hehe hopefully it will give me the drive to study hard..

alrights! toodles for now!

revision time!

days hav been passing fast

i'm praying for miracles to happen

i'm praying for the day to be free from books

i wish my laziness would go away

n i wish for even more self-motivation!

i believe in miracles

GOD!!

show me a miracle!!

Falling sick. Having a flu and feeling feverish. blah! hate to be sick!

physics was like super DUPER EXTREMELY boring!! i was really falling aslp n abt to juz go crazy at my seat. haha anyways chinese listening went relatively well besides the fact tt the answers were all SO so SO close! haha hate it when it always happens! hahaha oh well wadeva it is it's done! =) Thank God!

anyway fridays 'La Passion' was a so so performance..hmmm i wouldn't say it was not good..maybe juz a neutral feel? oh wells..after the concert went simpangand went home at 12 plus.. Sat went town supposedly to watch Pirates Of the Caribbean But the queue was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo LONG then in the end tickets were sold out...haha anyways ya so thought tt sunday could watch but in the end tickets were sold out too!!SO SAD!!!! and justin blamed me for tt and NOT only was it tt he indirectly insulted me and said i was fat!! such an ASS..haha

anyways pics are up so juz click to the left!

only for eyes tt are 17 years old n above if not BE GONE!

i dunno wad's with me and all the emo F***ed up emotions coming along.

i feel irritated with my life but yet i tell myself everything's alright.

Self-deception or is it juz me being a F***ing hypocrite.

The Hornet That Lived In 5/1

ok sorry no fairy tales today! juz the highlight of the day.

During SS, we were happly talking abt Venice! oh the great venice. How it had such good trade and how artistic they were and blah blah blah.

Then suddenly a gigantic hornet flew in above Miss Juliana and she squeeled(I THINK) haha the whole class starting panicking and everyone started laughing n screaming.. haha Miss juliana was HILARIOUS! she took the SS TB and covered her head and bend as low as she can on the teacher's table..lol she asked everyone not to move n all..haha eventually every was laughing n squeeling n hiding under the table..lol i was laughing n hiding under the SS TB too..haa it was seriously hilarious..and the damm hornet was being blown up and dw by the fans and finally found it's way out..haha i was seriously freaked out! haha the hornet was like soooooo BIG la! haha anyway i laughed until i cried ok! haha oh well it was quite fun though..but pls! no more hornets! heh

hopefully it does not wan to take revenge..haha *crosses fingers*

GERMANY WON!!!

PORTUGUAL LOST!!!

this is so great!! i'm soooo SOOO SOOOOOOO happy that portugual lost!! hehe

anyway i reached home at 5 plus after the match..lol slept for 1 and a half hours and then woke up to go to church.. obviously i woke up late but thank God mum didn't scold..lol didn't stay through service instead went to YPM sunday! haha it was so much better then the speaker..lol

nic is crazy abt 7 up..lol

dearest shane

guess who?

yes it was me..according to shane i was smoking..lol

i've recovered from the shocking news of England and Brazil..=)

AND

really very^10000000000000 happy tt portugual is out! LOL

i was SUPPOSE to wake up at 3am to watch the match but i slept at 1am n was so tired tt i decided not to watch..haha and i felt really mean for asking ikan bilis to call me n asking fiona to msg me to wake up..but i didn't! LOL Sorry guys! haha

Today after the last period had some class photos then join some 5/2 girls for break before tutorials..they were playing truth n dare..Regina had to do a dare of shouting either "who got toilet paper? i need to shit!" OR "Today is my birthday" BUT she didn't dare to do so she say if u do then i do..SOOooo i was like OK! ONzzzz..haha so i shouted the toilet thing..haha it was so loud tt Dionne was so embrassed she choke on her blueberry cake and hid her face under the table..haha then regina FINALLY shouted and said the birthday thing so we sang her a birthday song very loudly again..heh it was really fun! haha

anyway i've been in a really very good mood these days! haha ESPECIALLY today!haha anyway tt's not the point..me and mariah yamaguci were laughing and laughing n singing n laughing n talking n make sign languages at each other..haha and because of tt i was so alert n fast in doing my maths paper!!! haha Thank God for Mariah..haha

then went down to tennis court to hit some balls!! SO SHIOK MANX!!!!!

Thanks michelle for playing with me! =)

i miss trainings!!!! =(

England LOST

Brazil LOST

2 words

TOTALLY DEVASTATED

no point watching WC anymore! =(