Thursday, August 11, 2005

been online like for 1 and a half hours when i'm suppose to be studying SS!!! hahaha oh well CL prelims was a total screw up expecially paper 2...haha nvm..i did my best i guess..=)


last nite before i slpt i thought of this person..
i met him 11 months ago coming 1 year next month... he was a great guy to be with...his crapping skills n at the same time caring sight of him made me really wonder how does he do it...very fun loving person do be with n whenever he was there he brought many many laughter to the pple around him..his "slogan" is -smile- OR smile cos the world is in need of smiles which i very much appreciated it(i think some of u might noe who i'm toking abt already haha)...he was very very much like a small kid tt must be taken care n can be really stubborn at times, but tt's the way he was...at times he was the macture 'kid' haha n at times the sentimental guy...he was always willing to listen to all my nonsense n he was a busy guy(so was i but i'm a girl!)...he knew his passion AND there was one thing i will neva forget abt him is tt he can really make u smile when u're sad or feeling helpless but i couldn't do the same to him..we had our little arguements but deep inside we cherished each other...things happen..it juz took one very important thing n we didn't contact each other..there was tears for me..as for him i dunno...i regreted stuff but i couldn't do much...
Looking back now, all i can say now is i had never really felt so loved by someone tt isn't related to me by blood before! so u're the first n i feel so blessed to hav someone like u! THANK YOU for giving me so much joy n laughter n love for tt period of time..Take care! n same words to you SMILE!
*you noe who you are~


tt's was wad was in my hrt the whole nite!