They just dun understand sometimes! so wad if sometimes they r understanding...i noe they say everything is for my own good n all..it's not like i dunno wad i'm doin! I KNOW WAD IS IMPORTANT AND WAD IS NOT!! DAMM IT! can't they juz see the bigger picture! can't they juz look ahead n look at my point of view..Be in my shoes juz for this time! dunch u see wad i see.. no obviously u dun! i'm trying my best ok...i'm trying to pls u n pls u n pls u n be tt obedient person u wan me to be..but sometimes can't i add abit of sugar n spice n everything nice? Can't i?? Can't i be the best of me..n not the best of others??hav they juz become less patient or izzit juz me! wad the hell! so wad now i must study 25/7..i must stay at home everyday!? pls! i have a life.. i dun wan u to run my life for me..i juz wan u to guide me but dun be in control of some things which i have set heart on already..i have my own views n i have my own points... sometimes mine n urs juz dun go! haiz... well they kindda sclded me cos of $$$ this too..how sucky is tt!? haiz...I WAN A JOB!!! i wan to spend the money i earn n not their's!

PARENTS

woots! this week has been fast...2 weeks more n it's the march holidays...i kindda drat it cos it means nearer to o'levels..lol but faster the betta tt means i get to go holiday soon too!!! YAY!! AUSSIE!! i wanna go AUS!! WHEEE..haha

social studies std test wasn't as bad as i thought..hehs..n my phy results wasn't as bad as i thought it would be...thank God for all tt!! =) but i cannot imagine for my chinese n bio...blah! i heard the sec 4 also didn't do very well too..lol oh well i've been a good girl n i've been doing all my hw! hehs..

let's talk abt class...Geok ling is still as irritating as ever..saedah is still singing in class kindda keeps me awake..KT is always suaning me..but i suan her too n Wet Market Co. has found out abit of my little secret!!!! AHHHHH.... oh n we hav 2 additional memebers of wet market co..Lolly(Dion) n Bolly(charmaine) hahaha kindda late news..lol

alrights i'm gonna VCH later gonna bath now!! =)

my week was officially spoiled cos of lack of slp n no self discipline....i blame myself for being the bummer n being an idoit...after missing 1 month of lessons cos of tounaments i find myself in a maze...juz looking around for some help everywhere but there juz seems to be no one tt can truly help me alot...

i'm still trying different tutions...getting quite piss at myself for not asking for help earlier...but seriously no one seems to be understanding wad the teacher is toking n those who knows either juz dunno how to explain or r juz being selfish...being a sec 5 sucks!!!! big time...y did i drop!!!!!

well not everything is tt bad actually if not for me dropping i wouldn't hav had such good frens like the wet market n co.! hmmm tt's a good thing...

Chinese mid-years tml...i dun ask for much...i juz need prayer for me to stay awake during the paper!! =)

love is difficult dun get into it

hello peeps!!!

seriuosly tennis tornaments have been quite crap to SAC...lol well my doubles pair is playing well..so far we won 3 out of 4 schs...we're hoping to win our last one too..haha well i'm quite sure we can make it eh!? haha well SAC finally wins a match..haha n the sch we beat is........Nanyang girls!! yay!! haha i always wanted to win tt sch n tkgs which my pair won the match against them but overall we lost..haha oh well..

seriously i think all the sch's sports std are dropping quite badly...haha but aiya...kindda sad arh..i think after the 1989's everything is like goin dw dw dw...lol

SOrry to those pple who r 16 n below! hahahahaha

k i'm evil..=p