mummy juz went malaysia today!
woohooo..hahaha
not tt i'm overjoyed but i think i might not be able to find some things in the house..haha

alrighties..yesterday went shopping with tiff..
it was like after sooooooooo long tt i met her..heh
mange to quickly buy my shorts and the rest juz didn't see anything tt i like..
haha i'm a fussy shopper..haha or rather...
i'm not an impulsive buyer..heh
ok la..i think i'm goin back to slp! haha
i'm such a pig! hohoho =)

i haven't been exercising! and tt sucks!
as a result i was actually compared to my mum for being fatter!
ARGGGG..how sad is tt..
actually juz call me fat if u want to!
MUHAHAHAHAHA

put tt aside i was juz blabbering..
i've been pretty distracted lately..
maybe it's juz wad's goin on and i haven't been able to organise my thoughts well enough
thinking of work,sat. cell,problems with frenships,relationships,worrying over o's results and struggling with my own quiet time..
i cannot say this week went great or even excellent..
but rather it's been a trying week for me..
although i got no sch
but maybe sitting around juz thinking of ur life
and finding it screwed up is already bad enough
as in spritually screwed up..

i'm trying my best to really trust God
"i can do all things through christ who strengthens me"
is it really tt difficult?

so i STILL didn't manage to jog..
lazy becky.. =)
today is exactly 5 months before my 18th birthday.
excited? i dunno.
haiz...i dun wan to spend it alone. =(

will u still love me if we were frens?
will u hate me for wad i do?
will u wait for me no matter how long?
will u wipe those tears from my eyes?

today was a not so good day..
cos monday morning runs wasn't a sucess..haha
oh wells..hopefully tml will be a betta day..
i've been a pig today..eating non stop..
well..u see sometimes when i'm upset abt things
i go extreme...eat ALOT..OR..DUN eat
so today was ya..eat alot..
need to shed those fatties!

i feel happy doin bible study everytime..
it really lightens up my spirit a little..
haiz...sometimes i sit dw n still think the same old things..
wad am i doin?
why am i here?
why am i doin this?
why am i doin that?
am i doing the right thing?
am i really fit to be a leader?
is it really wad i'm called to do?
why do i have to make so many choices?

i know i'm not perfect n i dun wish to be perfect..
even diamonds have flaws..
wad more me?

i learnt my lessons..
life isn't a bed of roses
where there are sunshines and butterflies.
whom i trust i cannot trust anymore.

took some pics
juz check it out yourselve
to the left to the left

our lady has juz turned 18! woooo
it's.....JESSIE!
she's the oldest in WMC..
so they came my place to drink and slack and snack..
pics here

today was first day of work..
tiring..and i dun like it..
but i'm just doin it to kill time..
hoping to get a more stable job..
once again..
PRAYING HARDER..

rainy days=moody days,pigging time and slacking EVEN MORE

i pray for a job!
AMEN!

My exercise plan is working..
like wow! whee? haha
anyways..this week is another f.o.s week..
ok not literally shitty...but ya..
i really dun wanna bum around any more..
besides goin out and spending money,
which i have no more... =(
i really can't think of anything else to do?
ya i know work but aiya..
it's complicating..

hmm i was just looking through some SAC photos this afternoon..
and ya kindda miss everyone..
but hey! i'm meeting them on FRIDAY!!
coolness! class chalet..hope it'll be great!
liquor anyone? or maybe not?

heh meanwhile all those in sch...
have fun! u shld really appreciate it..
bumming to long makes u wanna die..
RAH..or even...go crazy!?
trust the EXPERIENCED or rather EXPERIENCING..

cramps cramps cramps
i really hate cramps..
i think sometimes guys shld go through wad we girls have to go through..
Eg...periods,child-birth,doin house work,multi-tasking...etc
so can i say tt..girls multi-task better then guys?
haha at least 90% of them do..
hohoho
i think i'm abit part of the 10%..LOL
i dunno la..

yesterdays post was crap!
cos i didn't feel like blogging..haha

ok so last year was a rather exciting yet stressful year..
beginning of the year..was rather fine..
frenships were good..things were all grt n almost perfect..
sch was stressful at first but my std tests were doin grt..
my birthday was a bash..n i really loved it!
THANK YOU ONE AND ALL WHO WERE THERE..
ESPECIALLY TIFFY..
my mid-year results were fine..
2nd time i sneak out ofmy house to watch world cup
and someone caught my eye..
after tt skating became part of my life
then frenships started to sour..
but not because of skating..
but despite tt i made a precious fren..
tt's a plus plus in my life..
and ya things got abit better..
but sometimes i wish we were still as close..
then it was close to O's..
many things happen in between..
n i didnt have time for the pple around me..
so they kindda slipped away..
well.. nvm i still had a precious..haha
and someone special too n my whole bunch of skaters! hahahahaha
wad a way to put it..
ok basically tt sums up a part of my life..

now goin on..2007
and i dun intend to look back n regret..
i know n have a feeling things aren't gonna be easy this year..
firstly i have a great responsibility..
to raise up leaders...
secondly i have a comittment..
to love..
thirdly i have rezolutions..
which is to remain unknown by u..hahahhaa

have a happy new 2007!