camps over

CAMPS OVER! -big big big sigh-

well it wasn't as bad as i thought it was....haha oh well the old girls as usual were as fierce as ever...haha oh well nothing surprising though..my grp din win anything but i bet they had fun..haha -smiles-

Day 1

went sch everyone was like blur blur...then kana scolded then scream scream scream...had ice breakers..haha ice breakers were fun la...especially the musical hula hoop...hahaha dammm funny..haha leanne push one of the junior away then me n ethel were laughing...hahahahah dammm funny la..haha oh well then had team building n some nutrition tok which was quite helpful haha..then we had telematches...haha volleyball was fun! haha n damm funny la i was like there there! here here! hahaha ok wadeva.. football sucked cos the person kick the ball near my Chi bai! haha dammm pain! haha ultimate frisbee was fun cos only like me pb n dion passing to each other..haha n floorball! haha i really liked floorball but i got wacked with the stick on my eye! haha oh well then had touch rugby n i ran like crazy until i needed to do sooo many operation-x(blowin my nose)! haha

Day 2

went hiking at merachi...oh well super tiring la i tell u...n i kept blowing my nose! haha OH n i must say breakfast was good...lol...then we hike for damm long la...haha but the treetop thingy was damm fun...haha u see all the pple scared of hright shouting 'stop shaking' hahahaha n even Miss Tan was shaking it...haha dammm funny...lol back to sch had field cooking fire was pathetic n it was raining...so the food took super long to cook...haha then we were all like hungry! haha the food was obviously not very nice but at least it was edible..haha had telematches..as i said my grp din win but nvm...haha had a good time laughing at the dumb things everyone was doin..lol then performance! i think all the grps were great n i paisehed myself! haha i was like how scared! haha

Day 3

KAYAKING!!!woots this was the best! haha though the sun was blazing hot n we were out in the sea for super long but oh well..haha now i look like a lobster n i feel like i'm still on the sea...hahaha the instructors were fierce tt's wad i noe n got one damm cute one...haha ok stop it becks! haha

ok gonna eat..ciaoz..

falling sick

juz fell sick...sianz..haha hmmm couldn't slp last nite bcos of my nose..then almost woke up late today...went sch had a slight fever..nose was running n blocked on one side...haha n throat was super pain n to make things worst i purposely scream..hahaha crazy...hahaha had lessons n i dun understand how to do translation..blah...so confuse abt it...hmm oh well...

after sch went to collect my hp...weee so happy! haha actually they dun allow n wanted me to come back tml but i told them i was coming at nite tml..haha opps! haha i lied la..haha oh well...went home then went with dad to see doc... dun like the doc. tok so much...haha n my throat is pain then he press..haha after tt went home n sleep all the way...until tiffy called..

went tiffy's hse to eat n all then came home now tiff is still at my hse..haha juz now she was toking to foo foo..then after tt jack called n tok to me..haha n my throat cannot take it so me n tiff taking turns..haha tml morning goin simpang...haha i shall NOT eat prata cos i will die..haha i shld be resting...haiyo but wad m i doin? BLOGGING hahahahaha ok crazy girl alert!!

haha k k i shld really slp soon...haha if i dun i'll fall even more sick..haha adios!!

humourous

had training today...well kindda fun la..haha then some bedok sch came then almost everyone was beoing the refree..haha i look frm far i thought he was not bad..haha but then when melody told me he look like AhEm i was like eeeeee...oh well..it was true la.he looked abit like tt person..haha oh well been rather emotional lately..here's my anger n frustration...

God is really a humourous God..at the point of my life where i m forgetting n seriously forgetting suddenly tt one thing juz had to pop up...indirectly! well tt's a good thing though...hmm wad else can i say? i dunno u noe...i'll juz start to cry my eyes out...after 5 months of pain n healing n picking up my own pieces i feel tt i'm moving on already i'm moving...but u juz had to bloody send me some dumv things...i dunno wad's ur motive n i dun wan to noe! i think u r my biggest mistake...i was blind! i dun blame u! i blame myself for being stupid enough to actuualy fall for you..u juz had ur own fun for 1 month eh? n then u left scars in me FOREVER...i hope u r happy! ur kindness i appreciate but sorry i doubt i can ever forgive u...i'm still trying...but i'm trying harder...haiz...how i wish u never appeared! i feel like i hav sin after this few months hav pass...regrets! big time regrets...well no point of me saying i'm angry or wadeva shit...this will make u think the other way..like 'oh she still likes me' bull shit man! juz go! stop being a 'oh so concern fren'

for seeing purposesly only...not happy? sue me!

justine's hse

suaning rach n daniel now!haha

Firstly i would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING BERNICE! haha

now on with how's was my day? haha well it was not bad..haha went justine hse then took the wrong bus..haha got off the next stop n walk all the way back to pasir ris interchange..haha then yeah took the correct bus now! haha then walk to her hse which seemed so long! hahaha when i reached her hse i was trying to press the door bell n it was abit hard to press but oh well.haha manage to press it..haha

watch national treasure..damm exciting..haha n the women damm pretty in the show..haha then julien(justine sis.) came home n she hug me at my AHEM there..haha but she very cute! haha n i think she's really in love with jack! haha we were showing her pics on my laptop then when she saw jack she kept smiling..haha i think she's secretly pyscho!! haha just like justine! lol n i think joshua(justine's bro.)looks like *him...hahaha oh well justine's dad send me home..

tell u when i reach home i dunno y but i felt sick!i think gonna hav a soar throat soon..haha

tml got training...

wed mayb gonna eat ice-cream n jog!

thurs getting back my phone..n training

friday results day..HOLIDAY!

Sat camp

sunday camp

bbq

had bbq juz now...i think so far tt bbq was like the only one tt i ate alot n din do the bbqing..haha tt's good!! haha cos all the guys were station there.. haha so girls no need do anything! haha good manx! ahaha so i was super full! n now i'm feeling fat..i betta start my jogging again manx! haha i damm scared to be fat sia! haha

oh well din get to blade today mayb monday i go blade la..haha so sianz la no phone! hahaha feeling like got something missing BUT there's something good abt not having phone oso! haha i dun worry so much! haha yeah like when my mum call or wad i dun hav to lie abt anything or everything..lol it's like a carefree life..but quite inconvenient..haha

haha today went to eastpoint with dad n mum to eat...then went to winter wear n got my wind breaker for toronto...haha n guess wad colour was it??? haha HOT PINK! ahaha it's dammm nice..haha n then went to harvey norman to check out the camera's...haa my mum is gonna buy the olyumpus(i think it's spelt like tt) haha the damm cool shape damm small..5.0 megapixels! haha yay!! damm happy we got $100 discount so...$599 orginal price...we pay $499...haha damm good rite!! haha i dammm happy la! haha like the camera really damm style! haha

haha oh well now i wan my mp3! haha i wan to save more songs la...my current one the most can save only 35 songs? damm little!! sianz manx..haha n mayb next year i start working earm money i'm gonna get hockey blades! haha but must wait for shawn foo come back teach me!! tt bum juz had to go away! hahahahaha joking! i like wan so many things...blah!

tml mayb goin town with bern bern! haha mayb celebrate her b'day! haha yups!!

off to play MARIO! haha i need to get pass stage 2! DAMM...haha

tiffy's gate crashing

tiffy is gate crashing my hse! haha

i got top 5 in class!! yay!! haha n A1 for science...haha hard work really pays off! so happy!! hahahaha

tiffy: congrats becky wecky! see u bum.. that day still cry like shit. i told u that u can do it. look! u got top 5. keep it up girl! haha love ya! toodles. leaving ur house soon. thanks for e accomadation. =)

haha tiffy typed tt..haha oh well it's 1AM now..haha anyway peeps who read this r quite smart la! haha cos u all will noe tt my phone was confiscated so dun bother calling or msging until thurs.(26/5)...well apparently i did not on my phone to silent mode..so ya someone msged n there goes my phone..RTC...Damm...haiz..nvm no phone oso not like i will die..haha actually good cos my bill will be lower..haha *smiles*

alright gonna go.. tata!!!

got back my accts! n i pass! but B4 la!! dam bad! haiz...expected abit betta though...hehs...oh well..looking on the bright side i pass n i'm close to an A n i can still work harder! haha

but my lit..i think the winslow boy thing pull me dw sia! sad manx! haiz..hmm but i pray damm hard they willmodify so tt my SS can be pulled up if not i'll juz die la! sheesh!

tml got SS...WORST NITEMARE!! haha oh well juz face the music nothing much i can do..sianz! hahaha

feeling the heat! woots!

unpredictable

juz looking around friendster n i realize tt James n Gina r together..lol n i think i'm slow! haha but i dunno if confirm la..haha shall not say anything..haha well on one side of it love seems to be everywhere..

But

on the other side...someone has juz lost a love one...someone who has gone home..n wouldn't hav anymore pain ever again...but his love for her is yet still the same..as much as everyone is quite sad he must be the one who is crying in his heart..but wad can he do? nothing? all the testi's she wrote for him n he wrote for her were as sweet as candy floss...they meant so much tt i could feel this love so strong...how much they treasured each other every sec.,every min, every hr meant so much...everyday was valentine's day to them cos of how much they enjoyed n loved each other...but now she's gone...

well i juz pray for her family n her boyfren to carry on with life..haiz...how sad a love story...

well this makes me realize tt if u really love someone now treasure them bcos the next day they might be gone juz like tt without u noticing...

juz deleted memories but i dun care anymore cos they dun mean anything to me when wad's gone is gone! haha

i think i like you! yes you! haha i mean YOu! haha yes him! haha i think u noe who is him? hahaha u noe tt one! haha

toking crap la! haha oh well i feel tired? haha abit...but need to wait for jacko's call! haha got story to tell me! nice nice story i hope! haha like...once upon a time! in the south...haha k k sorry being crappy! haha

i guess i'm happy cos exams r over!! hahaha

EXAMS OVER!! FINALLY..but N's r near!! shit..haha k k shud up! haha

i think overall i did not bad...but i screwed up my SS paper damm!! haha n i think i loss quite alot of marks for physics! sheesh!! took the wrong force to find work done...n i the max. speed oso put wrongly...sheesh!! wad's done is done! haiz..sad sia! haha

looking on the bright side it's over...letting my hair off for abt 3 days? haha then sch starts...n teachers will be rushing to finish syllaybus...haha n the next maths topic i transformation!! i need tution teacher!!! DIE!! haha oh well later gonna send foo foo off then goint own to peh chanrmaine cos she's partnerless..haha wathcing mokie then coming home...

sat...shld i go blade? i oso dunno..blahs! haha mayb meet up with the WTP...hmm oh well..yeah..blade blade blade..haha learn my breaking thing n my back blading n the turning inline...hehs...jia you becky!! hahaha self-motivation u noe?? ahha

well mummy allowed me to go melbourne end of year if i do well in N's! woots! goin with frens!! haha n she even said u r 16 already! haha love my mum to bits!!! haahahaha

k lazy to blog! off i go...

my blog is officially dead..no one comes...but i blog cos i not happy with somethings..

had tiff with daddy in the morning...lucky i had to go out of the hse if not i'll be venting my anger at home..n my grandma heard everything so she helped me which i felt really bad..but oh well..will return her...

tml is mother's day i dunno wad to give mum i decided to write something n give her a rose! haha cool? haha oh well...sincere lor! haha

hmmm Exams now..screwed my whole SS paper up...next week would be a betta week for me though..haha my fav. subjects next week...haha i cannot slack!!!

ok off i go on the wings of love!! haha no la juz hearing the song! :)